July seemed to be a month of energetic push and pull or to be more precise "shove and ram." It felt like the last 20 miles of a 200 mile marathon with those last miles being all uphill.
People and animals have transitioned to the great beyond. There were moments of depression and sadness so severe thoughts of ending the journey had surfaced. Times of exhaustion when picking up the phone took an iron will. I knew this would pass but when?
To top it all off, my stress outlets were no longer working or unavailable. The hiking boots split and had to be sent back. It has been too hot to subject the dogs to the mountain. Conservation of gas eliminated pleasure travel. Cheese cake and ice cream consumed in the quantities I seem to need would make the scales tip at about 350. (Not an option.)
So it seemed the only thing to do was sit back, do nothing and wait for August.
Now for August with the strong energies surging to earth…
Sitting on the deck the other day and looking out into the woods I could see them coming in. The thermals (looks like waves coming off the hot pavement) were very clear but instead of rising, they were descending. In the past I've seen them in small patches. This time the forest was awash in them. I have never seen energy of this magnitude coming in before. YIKES!
These energies are pushing out everything and bringing our deepest longest buried crap to the surface and forcing us to release it. ICK! (Vivid dreams anyone?)
Part of my deepest crap is related to finances and the relationship with money. So when I found my finances evaporated overnight, I started to hyperventilate. It took some moments to face what was before me with a level head and balanced mind. I was forced to give this situation over to the universe and be OK with whatever comes.
I realized I am not a credit score or a financial hostage. I have unlimited abundance with my family and friends. Everything that was thrown at me in the past I handled, so why not this. Once I came to this realization, released my demons, and gave thanks for what I have, the abundance started to trickle in. When I prayed for guidance all I could hear was a voice singing, "Hang on. Help is on the way." I trusted that voice and will continue to do so.
I believe this is true for all of us. Once our demons and deepest fears are released, the Universal Flow kicks in. So for all you weary warriors out there with headaches, vivid dreams, and facing seemingly impossible situations, hang on, help is indeed on the way…
